There Is No Logic In Ben’s World

Over the years when I have voiced some of the ways in which Ben manifests himself, it can be perceived as an overreaction. This is correct – it is. But it is also so much more than that. Some of the thought processes I have are completely illogical but they are also very real to…

Diary Of Me: 2 – Here & Now

As always I have all the right intentions of writing regularly, and then life kind of just gets in the way. Or sometimes I find it hard to offload how I’m feeling so I wait until I feel more able to. Things have been up and down recently; I’ve still not felt myself but in…

Diary Of Me: 1

I never wanted my blogs to be consistently negative, however, I always promised myself I’d write openly and honestly. For my own benefit if not for everyone else’s. Even when it’s scary and vulnerable to say how I truly feel, even when I leave myself open to judgement and ridicule, even when none of it…

It’s All In My Head

I’ve never understood that phrase. I’ve never understood why people use it and think for one second that it’s helpful. Do you know how frightening it is to be told it’s all in your head? That your own mind is destroying you. How can the fact that it being inside your own head bring you…