Nowadays, Ben never goes away. Even on the good days he is patiently waiting in the shadows, choosing the perfect time to make an appearance - just when I start to believe he's taken a well overdue holiday.  In the last two years I know how much I have changed, maybe not noticeably on the... Continue Reading →


Today is not a good day. Why? I don't know. And these days I find the hardest. When there is a reason for these feelings I find it easier to deal with, regardless of how irrational that reason may be. But when you wake up with this feeling in the pit of your stomach, an... Continue Reading →

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