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As always I have all the right intentions of writing regularly, and then life kind of just gets in the way. Or sometimes I find it hard to offload how I'm feeling so I wait until I feel more able to. Things have been up and down recently; I've still not felt myself but in... Continue Reading →
I never wanted my blogs to be consistently negative, however, I always promised myself I'd write openly and honestly. For my own benefit if not for everyone else's. Even when it's scary and vulnerable to say how I truly feel, even when I leave myself open to judgement and ridicule, even when none of it... Continue Reading →
Rewind three years ago I visited London with my then partner; I was 21 and in the midst of one of the worst periods regarding Ben. I had been struggling to cope with 'normal' every day life and relied heavily on daily medication. Throughout this particular trip I didn't set foot on any public transport:... Continue Reading →
February 11th; the big day. When I woke up at 4am I felt surprisingly calm, and even for the first 2.5/3 hours of the journey I wasn't panicking. But when we were around 35 minutes away Ben went into overdrive. I felt shaky, incredibly nauseous and my heart was racing. I'd told myself I wasn't... Continue Reading →