Sometimes it’s hard to remember that not everyone ‘gets’ it. ‘Gets’ this. ‘Gets’ me. And that is totally fine; difficult I will admit, but fine. What is not fine is pure ignorance and disregard for someones feelings. Whether this be entirely intentional or not. Whether this be for a ‘joke’ or not. Those who know…
Author: memyselfandben
Sh*t Roomie
These last two months have been some of the most steady and settled times I’ve had over the course of my “cohabiting” with Ben. For those that know me personally and have dealt with my anxiety in close proximity will recognise how big of an achievement this is. There have been times where I have had…
Give Me A Bucket Full Of Therapy
Proud. Content. Happy. I have made so many decisions that have shaped the last two weeks into some of the best I’ve had in relation to Ben. I feel so in control. Last week I had my hypnotherapy consultation; a step that I have debated over and researched for a fair few months. For those…
Relief
It still baffles me how much can change in such a short amount of time. You’d think I’d have gotten used to this by now. But no. It still throws me. However, this time has been vastly different. And that itself baffles me even more. Am I stronger? Am I getting better? Is Ben taking…
Lifeline
*GRATITUDE ALERT* I wanted to take this opportunity to get a little bit soppy. I apologise in advance cos its definitely not my strong point I’ve been told! These last few weeks I have felt even more of an overwhelming urge to tell people how grateful I am for them. Especially after the recent tragedies…