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Mental Health Awareness Week 2020
If you’re not already aware, this upcoming week is Mental Health Awareness Week; a time where we can put our focus on our own mental health and reflect upon how we are all coping in the current circumstances. It has…
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Challenge 5: Lyrics
For my fifth challenge of the year I decided I wanted to do a more fun one – I think I deserve to after being silent or banned from my social media! I chose to edit some lyrics in a…
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Keeping It Real
It still surprises me how quickly I feel the urge to resort back to old habits, despite having become stronger and more in tune with my emotions over the last few years with Ben as my cohabitant. Maybe being so…
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The One Where.. We Needed To Give Ourselves A Break!
The title of today’s blog will give a hint to what I’ve been binge-watching during this infamous lockdown! The current circumstances we are in is nothing short of surreal. I hope that we never have to experience anything like this…
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Challenge 3: Sponsored Silence
March’s challenge was my most anticipated so far, purely because I knew it would be the toughest. I am a talker, anyone who knows me well would agree that I can talk the hind legs off a donkey given half…
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Challenge 2: Get Fit In Feb
For this years second challenge I decided I would set myself the task of doing a minimum of 30 minutes of exercise at least 5 times a week. I’m sure this doesn’t sound like much to some people, but I’m…
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There Is No Logic In Ben’s World
Over the years when I have voiced some of the ways in which Ben manifests himself, it can be perceived as an overreaction. This is correct – it is. But it is also so much more than that. Some of…
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Challenge 1: Dry January
I often struggle to find motivation, especially during the 101 days of January. So for 2020 I have set myself the task of doing a challenge each month, and in the process hopefully raise some more money for the charity…
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Fundraiser: Make A Difference
Hello! Just a quick post to shamelessly promote my Just Giving page – please read and donate anything you can, as little as £0.50p makes such a difference when we all collectively contribute. Thank you all so much. https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/sjcm110
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Diary Of Me: 2 – Here & Now
As always I have all the right intentions of writing regularly, and then life kind of just gets in the way. Or sometimes I find it hard to offload how I’m feeling so I wait until I feel more able…
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Diary Of Me: 1
I never wanted my blogs to be consistently negative, however, I always promised myself I’d write openly and honestly. For my own benefit if not for everyone else’s. Even when it’s scary and vulnerable to say how I truly feel,…
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It’s All In My Head
I’ve never understood that phrase. I’ve never understood why people use it and think for one second that it’s helpful. Do you know how frightening it is to be told it’s all in your head? That your own mind is…
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Forever Chasing My Happy Place
When I was young I never thought about ‘happiness’ being something I would strive for. My naive mind assumed that I just would be full of it, like I was as a child. As I’ve gotten older, it’s apparent that…
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A Time For Acceptance – Removing My Head From The Sand
There are occasions where life doesn’t run as smoothly as you’d like; things happen beyond your control and you can often feel thrown off balance. Sometimes these occasions are similar or almost identical to previous ones – you’d think that…
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Body Image
How we think and feel about our bodies can have a massive impact on our mental health. It is common to be unsatisfied with our bodies at some stage in our lives but in some cases it can be a…
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Ben vs London
Rewind three years ago I visited London with my then partner; I was 21 and in the midst of one of the worst periods regarding Ben. I had been struggling to cope with ‘normal’ every day life and relied heavily…
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Word Vomit
There are many ways in which Ben interferes in my life; sometimes he can appear for months at a time, others hes here fleetingly before giving me some relief. Since having the Unconscious Mind Therapy I have felt significantly calmer:…
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My Experience Of U.M.T
February 11th; the big day. When I woke up at 4am I felt surprisingly calm, and even for the first 2.5/3 hours of the journey I wasn’t panicking. But when we were around 35 minutes away Ben went into overdrive.…

